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Bad day. Got worse. We had plans to have dinner with a friend on Saturday, a friend whose eleven year relationship is ending. She's not feeling stable enough to do it, so she just cancelled amidst apologies and explanations. I know it's not about me, that it's what she can and cannot handle right now. I still feel badly.

I'm also drinking a lot, more than I'd like, but I'm operating under the assumption that I'll stop when it works for be to stop, that it won't be a problem. At least I'm painfully aware of it.