One who beholds

You know those days when you hate life for no other reason than you hate life?

Two different people have given me really wonderful praise and feedback today, and I had hoped that it would make me feel a little better about life. One person told me that what I did today was “huge,” that I’m effectively providing a nation of 1.3 billion people with better medical care.

I feel like all I did today was eat chocolate covered pretzels while fiddling with a database.